Today was the first day of my only in person class. I had a lot of complex feelings I don't really want to revisit, because they were exhausting. 

Tomorrow I have nothing so I'm going to try to go buy stuff + get dog food + give pork a bath before i tie all his feet into socks so he stops eating them. 

The last real hug I gave you was over a month ago and it makes me want to puke. 

My therapist thought it was interesting that I told her, when my coworkers said take all the time you need, that I said "I'll need forever but I'll take a month." And it's true. I'm getting better at concentrating on tasks for longer and not dwelling so hard, but when it hits, it hits extremely hard.

Finished this: